it's time to get rid of these stupid blog posts about a stupid boy who isn't going anywhere in life. i am who i am and i love who i've become, even though i miss him. i work with autistic children now, and they are my world. i don't need a man to tell me my worth. i would do anything for my autistic children, even not get paid, just so i could continue seeing them. they are absolutely fantastic and i love them dearly. the end!

"love is a team sport, baby. i can't do this alone."